Wednesday, 28 January 2015

Mood Swings

          Hey people. This new entry is about fluctuating moods that I have since ages ago. aha. No this is not a medical journal that explains about mood swings but just my personal experience. I have seen many people with mood swings. For some reasons, these people are among my good friends. Out of the blue they can turn from a so-happy-I-could-die person to go-to-hell-i-am-not-talking-to-you-wtf guy. There is one of my good friend actually ignored me for 2 weeks due to this mood swing.  I swear I haven't done anything wrong to him. He just feel like not having any conversations with me for weeks. Well, whatever la. That was my first reaction. But then, he decided to ignore me ONLY. He talks to other people as usual. You know how that feels like ? If I am a mindless person , I would have tie him, use a knife to skin him slowly starting from his smallest toe. Gah.

     Maybe I should change this entry's topic to IGNORANCE. Never mind. Even right now, I have this one good friend (why the hell I am even friends with this kind of people ?!) that spends most of the time laughing and talking to me that tends to ignore me when he is not happy. 40% of the time maybe ? Yeah, and again, he will talk to others and ignores me with this putrid face. He is extremely nice when he is not on his mood swings but yeah vice versa too. I might need another friend that is not like that -.-


Wednesday, 14 January 2015

Here Comes, Here Comes the Holidays ! ( Only for 2 weeks+ though :( )

     Sem 3 ended very quickly I must say despite living in a new place and etc. All in all, this was really an okay semester with ups and downs. Results wise ? The best eom grades so far ! For 4 modules I managed to get 2As, 1A- and 1B+. I did put more effort this semester by studying earlier and actually did the tutorial questions by myself instead of "discussing" with friends. Most probably this is because I stayed alone hahaha. A good thing though. But still, I have worries about the final results. Towards the end of the final exam, my mood and productivity rate dropped to 20% of normal value due to several reasons. Back to college/dorm life next semester. No more privacy but I will have my social needs filled easily.

    So among the 5 modules this semester ( including Epidemiology & Statistics ), the hardest I had to face during the finals is the Cardiovascular module because the essay questions came out of nowhere ! Okay la, it didn't came from the lectures and came from tutorial questions. 2nd hardest now is the Urinary System because the objectives questions were so difficult. There will be two almost identical answers but only one is definitely right of course. 3rd one is Medicine and Society (which contains Epidemiology and Statistics). Uh god I hate maths. Not surprising right. Whatever. Then, Respiratory followed by Blood & Lymph. I'm not saying I will score Blood and Lymph because normally people will get C+, B-, and B for the easiest module. Seldom A. Pure evilness huh. All in all, just hope for the best. January 29th or 30th the results are coming out. Buhbye !